Its become so difficult for me to make a polite conversation just for the sake of making a conversation. I just cannot seem to be bothered to do it. I guess this must be my latent antisocial nature trying to break through the polite demeanour that I generally reserve for acquaintances.

Initially I used to atleast try to be friendly with people whom I dont't instantly like. But now I feel pretences take up too much energy, so I choose the simpler route....Just ignore the person....Yeah I guess at times its rude, but then making polite conversations is worse.

I do not like judging people without knowing them, but more and more I am going by first impressions. If the person doesn't give positive vibes.....well....thats the last time I socialise with him/her.Yeah...postivity has become so important for me....I guess it began after spending 6 months working in a predominantly negative environment. Now its become so easy to ''feel'' the postive energy flowing from a person the first time I meet him/her and I guess I am 90% correct in my judgement.

So I guess that how its gonna be.....no wasting time and energy on people who ain't worth the effort.