Have spent a lot of time.....thinking abt everything...happens consciously and subconsciously.....and there has been a lot of introspection....which is helping me a lot...I am so happy that I actually got this time without anyone being around and me getting all this time by myself.....This reiterates my belief that whatever happens happens for the best....If I wd hv been in Pune.....I wd never have got this time..
cd actually think abt my entire life like a series of pictures flashing before my mind......relations with mom, dad, sis....s, divs, everyone.....decison abt gettin married, marriage, first few months.....now when I am away from everyone that I care about, I can actually look at my feelings for everyone individually.....the importance for each person in my life.....

Have had this beautiful realisation before me...that teh best situation anyone can find oneself in is a ''helpless'' situation....cos thats when new emotions start materialising.....

Being away from Divs has made me realise that she is such an important part of my life....in Pune....when we were together I used to take her for granted....now when I am away....and from all the mails we share with each other everyday we have got to know so much abt each other which just wdnt hv been possible if we were together.....writing abt things tells u so much abt a person's line of thought, emotions etc etc......now when we get back together will see to it that I do not take her for granted..... writing to each other is so helpful at times.....